I've got big dreams but not self-esteem. So far from heaven but god always seems to be right beside you....
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Name: Expressive
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Birthday: 6/26/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: Ahh i interest in bout anything... i like writing poems....
Expertise: ha did somone not tell you who i am? good cuase i dont care.
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

one day i will be happy, one day all the wishes that were crushed will soon be restored, but the happiest moment of someone elses life is when my soul falls, when i dont exist anymore, when my heart fails to proceed. the end is so close, i feel sec's away after everytime i get so sad, the sec's slowly decrease, and one day will come when there be no seconds anymore all there will be is silence, people like me dont deserve to live.....

 


Tuesday, September 21, 2004

hmmm... people need to back off...


Tuesday, September 14, 2004

i look out my window, with a reflection to see, i dont see the person i use to be, i see a sad person, one that gave up to early, a person who had so much for him, but got to lost, and he couldnt find his way back, he tried to get out of the darkness, he tried to get closer to the light, it came to be to much of a fight, he called for help but no reply, he knew he was going to die, his heart is so cold, can anything save him now, his heart is dying, in this horrbile place, his expressions show it all, of shame and disgrace, he crawls in a dark corner, his heart was begging to fade, the light got farther and farther away,  he grew soo much fear,  the end of his heart is near, without a doubt, someone please help me i must get out.....


Monday, September 13, 2004

stop saying im a amzing person cuase im not, stop telling how such a good freind i am. leave me alone. ur better off without me, runway before i hurt you as so many other people ive hurt. dont put up with any more. please dont let me hurt your heart, which would make us drift so fart apart, dont think im some awesome kid, or this great personality,  cuase ive done so many wrong things, that i cant take back, and all i deserve... well i dont deserve anything except to live and let me crawl in a dark corner and let my shame kill me.


Friday, September 10, 2004

staring into the emptyness,
dont know were to start,
im stepping out of the darkness,
closer to the light,

looking forward,
not looking at my shadow anymore,
throwing away my past,
and waiting for the furtue,

But the farther i get away from the darkness,
and the closer i get to the light,
the farther away i feel from alright.....



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